It's pretty obvious that I have a lot of issues. One person that can attest to that is my one and only long time boyfriend/husband. But one issue of mine that we tackle once every blue moon is...hmmm...my friends.
Yes, i do have friends, or maybe I should actually say that I did have friends. I don't really know which tense to choose. Marvin is so far the longest and the most trusted friend (if not best friend) I have ever had. We had this conversation this week lang. It's as follows:
(Scenario: we were talking about his hang out with his high school best friend at Starbucks)
Marvin: Alam mo kasi kailangan mo mag karoon ng kaibigan.
Me: May kaibigan naman ako ah, ikaw.
Marvin: Hindi ah, dapat may iba ka pang kaibigan.
Me: Meron naman eh, kaso hindi ko na sila nakakausap/kinakausap.
Marvin: Bakit? hindi ba sila nag paparamdam sayo?
Me: Hindi naman, ung iba nag tetext or minsan nag memessage sa fb or friendster, or nag yayaya sa reunion, pero hindi kasi ako nag rereply. Ako ung may problema.
Marvin: Kaya naman pala eh.
Well, the conversation was somewhat like that.
I really appreciate those that actually still remember me given that fact that I hardly or even never communicate with them. To tell you honestly, I'm not the type of person that replies to texts, invitations, chat conversations or what not. For whatever reason, I'm just like that.
If ever I do reply, please consider the following:
1. I'm in the influence of alcohol (hehehe)
2. I am extremely happy
3. I just have nothing else to do
I actually miss having friends and barkadas. And I always tell myself that someday, I will get in touch with those old pals of mine, that is if they would still take me of course. But for now my deepest apologies for the reunions I did not attend, for the hang outs that I didn't go to, for the chats/messages I did not respond to, and so on.
Memories spent with all of you is something I would most likely never forget. Hope to see you all someday.
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